It’s sounds strange to say I am focusing on myself because you would think that as a jobless person I would be doing whatever I want.
I do structure my day how I want but I have a list of jobs to do. But it’s time to actually focus on me. I have been reading and listening to some self help books. You can eye-roll me if you want, I am finding them helpful and insightful. One of the main things is focuses on is happiness and that you should never expect to be happy all the time.
You can’t be happy all the time.
You also can’t achieve everything all at once. But one of the most insightful things I am learning is that o focus a lot on my art and that I don’t think I am good enough even though I can draw and paint and have taught it for years. but I spend a lot of time thinking no one would buy my art, it’s worthless then I remember that someone will.
So maybe it time to really focus on my skill set and also focus on appreciating myself. It’s hard not to listen to the negative voices in my head.
It is time to focus on me.