Dysfunctional Planner

Losing who we are?

I am tired of the angst of the world.

I feel like people are free to erase history and change facts just because people have a feeling or a belief that can’t be proven.

That lore is being created and people aren’t articulate enough to find nuance in the world. That they can’t be persuaded that they are wrong or that their feelings are being fed to them.

I understand that facts come about and things change. We were taught blue eyed parents couldn’t produce brown eyed children and now we learn about regressive genes and that it can happen it’s just not common.

I am happy to change my opinion.

I am happy to read and learn and listen. But the world seems a little harsh, a little stuck. Politicians can just lie and don’t lose their jobs. This isn’t the happy place I want to live in.

In a world where we have access to so much knowledge why are we so insular? Why are anti vaxxers content on letting their and other children suffer. Why do people believe the earth is flat when we have flown all the way around it? Why is hate and greed part of the political sphere?

We watched a film last night about technology and our reliance on it. And I decided that I don’t really want to be on social media anymore. Which is strange because I love tiktok and I used to love instagram.

But it doesn’t really teach me anything except what books to read. But then I pressure my self into reading because of a goal rather than a joy.

So I don’t know if I am going to leave it and focus on my blog. Which is a safe place that is completely in my control. No rules just beautiful things. So I think I should focus there.

I am not saying my posts will be beautiful or inciteful but hopefully they will be meaningful to me.

I need to find a bit more peace in my life. Maybe a change is coming.