Why can’t I clean my art room?

It’s a tip.

It’s been a while

Six months of mess and my motivation to clean it doesn’t exist. I do a little and it looks worse. I have boxes of fabrics and materials. Pens, paint random embroidery hoops for the bee illustration I haven’t started yet.

Nor have I started the room yet. It’s so deep in crap that I just can’t face it. It’s too much.

I can’t even break it down.

I don’t know why I can’t just clean it all up. I have given myself deadlines, Gavin has given me angry deadlines and it’s still not working.

I know I just need to do it.

Maybe if I shame myself on this blog then I will get to it.

Hold myself accountable.

Hopefully next weeks posts will be me getting my dining room back.

We will see.