It may be the holiday blues. I may just be being hard on myself but at the moment when I come home from work I don’t want to do anything. We eat dinner and then the couch gives me a hug and then I hop into bed.
I have lost my mojo.
I wake up at 5am every morning. I stretch, do yoga, shower, eat a nutritious breakfast and head to work!
I do wake up at 5am give or take 20minutes. Only because the dog gets lonely and starts barking. As we don’t want grumpy neighbours or a grumpy Gav! I go downstairs and bring Frank upstairs for morning cuddles and a lie in.
I am not a faffer. I like to get up ( for the second time) shower. Have a cup of tea.
Then I take Frank for his morning walk to stretch his little legs. Give him his breakfast. Then me and Gav walk to the station together which is my favourite part of the day!
I hop on a bus, get to work and have my breakfast. I can’t eat first thing in the morning so I get to work early so I can have my last cup of tea and get ready for work. I have food at work so it’s easy to prepare.
Sorry for the boring bit!
When I get home I don’t want to do anything. Cooking and cleaning are the last thing I want to do. I am not motivated at all. The couch is calling me, along with Netflix and YouTube.
It is hard to start exercising when you don’t want to get your arse off up the couch.
I know what I have to do. I need to change my eating habits, I need more healthy foods and to exercise. Which is easy to say but not execute when you have no motivation.
My whinging is boring me. So today I walked home. The sky threatened to rain the whole way but didn’t. And I found the most beautiful Magnolia blossoms which I would not have seen or smelt this incredible tree if I had got the bus!
I stood under it in awe.
I am planning on walking again tomorrow and go for a run at the weekend.
This is the plan.
- Swap unhealthy for healthier snacks
- Meal plan
- Meal prep for lunches
- Walk home 2-4 times a week
- Run 2-3 times a week
That’s the plan. I needed to be held accountable for my actions and my weight. After a week of exercise my body isn’t in bad shape, my stomach got a bit of a toning but now is not the time to back track.
I have to push myself. I don’t want regrets, I want to be proud of myself.
My body has been good to me so far. My health is good and it has got me through a lot!
So I will still be having my nightly hug with my gorgeous couch!
I want to look good for the wedding and then keep up the fitness up afterwards. My walk was unplanned so I didn’t have headphones but I enjoyed it, it’s a solid 50minute walk through nice streets.
I just have to push myself and stop making excuses!
Wish me luck!